So ive had like more confidence and stuff the past few weeks-and like yesh and im scared im going to see my brother somewhere and this work will have been for nothing
Also i havent cut since the morning i.moved out
Im so much happier
I havent seen him for like a month now or something. Im just so freaking happy. No random outbursts of crying or anyting
Te only time ive really felt bad was on saturday when i had a whole ~daddy issues~ thing but thats it and uhh
I have so much to be happy for but i guess i didnt realise because he was always ging on at me. But i have a boyfriend (of two freaking years!?) who lives me and i have anna and shes amaze balls and just uhh anna how do you. And i have christopher like i really appreciate that we’re talking again and uhh .
But cmon-a month or so of no cutting/no random crying and shit i just uhh im so happy and junk.
Ive been baking a lot recent.
I like baking.
I make some mean ass scones and yeah.